today was good... reali coolios...

mornin i was stonin in bed when i got dragged out of bed with happiness... :) thanks for appearing at the doorstep... appreciated alot...

den went to eat yummy macs breakfast. yums!!! well, i had to rush down to Aunty Faith's after that though... but i kinda enjoyed myself there - photocopying stuff. can u actually believe it? i seek satisfaction in photocopying... reali i do. amazing...

after that, went to meet cus... had lunchies with his mummy, den down to airport - he studied while i did alot of things... i wrote cards, completed the KL diary, read abit of my book, watched a "Da Chang Jin" movie at Pac Coffee... lotsa stuff. yeps... ate at Swensens after that. wah... full manz. fries, rodeo wings, fish baked rice and sticky chewy chocolate (YUMS!)...

took the "last" train back to tanah merah... and home i am...

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today at the bus stop, i saw a gal and her bf... they were playin with each other, ultimate locking each other, stealing kisses all the time, holding each other, trying to dance... and then when the guy's bus came, they gave each other a very tight hug, kissed and parted. the guy flagged down the bus. while the bus was stoppin and opening the doors, the guy ran back to his gf and gave her another hug and kiss unexpectedly. i think the gal must have been very happy. she is a fortunate happy gal... :)

~ SOULMATES ~
dedicated with love to you

You're the thought that starts each morning,
the conclusion to each day.
You are in all that i do,
and everything i say.

You're the smile on my face,
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
the fullness in my life.

You're the hand that's laced in mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
my shoulder to lean on.

You're my silly, mature, caring,
thoughtful, bright and Hammy guy.
The one who holds me tightly,
when i need to cry.

You're the dimple in my cheek,
the ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
the happiness of my life.

You are all i've ever wanted,
you are all i ever need.
You are all i've dreamed of,
you are a soulmate to me.

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i was at a theme park... after awhile, i chose to go on the ferris wheel... i chose the ferris wheel because it was safe... as much as it was boring... it was safe and secure. there were good moments on the ferris wheel as i was at the top and i could see beautiful scenery. the only thing was - it was boring... and at times, i felt low... dat was when it wasn't high. u get it? the ferris wheel took me on a high, low and mostly calm ride. i stayed on that ride for quite awhile. coping with it quite decently. the transitions btwn the emotions were gradual... there were no sudden plunges nor sudden peaks. it was calm.

then after quite awhile, while seated on the ferris wheel, i spotted the thunder railroad... from where i was seated on that slow-moving ferris wheel, that ride looked much more fun and exhilirating than the one i was on. i sat on the ferris wheel for a few more rounds, wondering if i shld actually get off and try that ride out. it was a tough contemplation... it was difficult...

but somehow, i decided to hop off the ferris wheel and give the thunder railroad rollercoaster a shot.

the queue for that ride was really long. it was a long and arduous wait... but i waited and waited and waited patiently... finally, my turn came and i boarded the carriage. as the seat belts fastened me on, i realised there was no turning back. i looked back at the ferris wheel and that was the last time i looked back at it. the thunder railroad was really exciting and fun. but the plunges were unexpected and frequent... every time i mustered enough courage to open my eyes and see the train making its way up the track... within seconds, it plunges and my stomach goes along with it. but somehow, i can scream, laugh and go mad on this rollercoaster... this rollercoaster gives me the freedom of screaming, crying, laughing... it was different than when i was on the ferris wheel. ive been thoroughly enjoying myself on this ride and i dun actually want it to stop... only that i wish the rollercoaster wldnt plunge so much... cuz im kinda weak-hearted and i dun think i can take it... sitting in that carriage now, the rollercoaster of ups and downs hasnt ended... im slowly makin my way up the upslope track. but it's movin so slowly... it's such a painful climb. i really have no idea what's in store up next... will the rollercoaster take a turn, will it suddenly stop and go berserk like final destination 3, will it plunge, will it decide to go on a straight track? haha! i wish for the last... but of cuz i noe... it's the thunder railroad, it will never never go on a straight track...

i guess i will never know... climb hard rollercoaster...

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STAR OF THE DAY - HAMMY!!!



haha! he's reali damn cute... yeps... watched it today... damn good manz. haha! they are all so cute... but my favourite is Hammy... i reali wanna get a damn cute soft Hammy soft toy... "I want my cookie!!!" haha! ultra cute la...

yeps... KUDOS VJ SOCCER BOYS TOO!!! they played a gd game... at least for the second half... glad i went down to watch... yeps. good fight from MJ too... basically a great game... :D but i lost 20 bucks to cus. bah! haha! we bet $10 on who wld score first... i won that... MJ scored first. den i lost $30 on the goal difference. i bet one he won by betting two... haha! anyway VJ zai - 3 goals in 10 minutes... beat that! haha!

nothin much reali... i reali am craving for fish n co's fish and chips... bah! i wonder who will really get down to eating it with me... bleagh. i reali damn gian it... i gian for super long oredi. bish!

hmmm... today was a gd day... yeps. tomolo got work at 9am... den break from 11 t0 3.30... sianz... den work again. rah... oh wells...

i think i am gonna cook myself cup noodles now. and watch some DVD...

I WANNA WATCH OVER THE HEDGE AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!!!! damn cute seriously...

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im tired... super tired... but i still have to mark my brother's work... haiz... poor me.

i guess ive learnt to compromise and say im sorry although i dun really think it was my fault...
i guess that's how it works... give and take... a two way street always is a smoother drive...
i noe ive taken alot as uve given alot... and i shld give more too... im tryin... ill continue to try...

it has been great... last night was wonderful... this mornin was touching and memorable... oh yah... congrats on yr run... haha! im so proud of you... reali i am... :D

things have been going great... and im enjoyin every moment of it... ive been busking in it... and i think i can busk in it forever... but oh well... i noe all good things have to come to an end... but at least im enjoyin every moment of it for now...

after lunch i went to work... worked from 2.30 to 6.30... longest wednesday... cuz Shee not there la... yah... so had alot of things to mark... yeps... work was fine... kids abit noisy but still fun as usual...

june hols goin back to help photocopy stuff... cool... yeps... quite lookin forward. hope it wont be too tiring...

after work hung out at bedok myself while waiting for the Mr Blur who took the train to Raffles Place... in the end waited for very long... but oh well... it was worth the wait... yeps...

tomolo got soccer match... hopefully i can go watch it... yeps...

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today was a gd day... very good day... okie... maybe in the middle it was shit... but u noe wad? at least it ended well... which is all we need...

thank you for everything and sorry for everything...

we will start afresh with a love stronger than ever...

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- INVISIBLE -

thats wad i wanna be...

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Why do I not trust you?

Why do I not know if your words are true?

You promised that lying was one

thing you would never do,

But you did and you hurt me

in the worst way that you could,

I now sit here the whole day,

Wondering what it was I did,

that would make you hurt me this way,

You were truly my future and everything,

until dreadful yesterday,

the day my heart and soul you

so easily tossed away,

So please be patient with me

when I say things that sound

so mean, but explain this one thing to me,

If you would,

How can I ever trust you the

way that I should?

i forgot to set alarm clock for driving today.
u are so damn irritating
i almost knocked somebody down cuz i had smth on my mind and i din see that the traffic light was red.
i went to take water
my eyes are so swollen and i look really bad... i din sleep the whole night...
i really went to take water la wats yr problem
i vomitted all my dinner out last night... i vomitted twice... my throat hurts...
i lied cuz you are so damn irritating u realli are so damn irritating
i just cant do anythin else besides lie on my bed and cry... im reali sad...
fuck you la bye *slam*

why? pls tell me why?

Can they see it in my eyes
The pain I get from all these lies
What happened to the bond we had
The broken trust just makes me sad

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TIRED - that's how i am right now... im really super damn shit tired... i feel like all the bones in my body are gonna break n dat im just gonna faint... gosh...

slept at a dumb time of like 2 plus 3 last night? den this morning woke up at 8 to go to church... hehz... after that went to TM with my family... den met Cus there at TM... rushed down to VCH for hwa chong concert... after that walked quite a big round to lau pa sat to eat... den went to Bedok to wait... den went down to TM again to get Cus' new fone... finish at abouut 930... den went to block 85 there to eat... den walk home from there... gosh... reali damn tiring...

so i wont blog much today... yeps... not feeling very happy also anyway... yah...

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check this out!!!

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Saturday Night Fever...

had a rather fun night... barbecue was rather successful... thanks to all for everything... i really appreciate it. i even truly appreciate yr presence... thanks to my darling firstly for "planning" and "being excited" with me thru this bbq... thanks Ben for bookin the pit, providing the basics n all... thanks Jamie for going all the way to Defu Lane there to buy us yummy otah n satay... thanks Jon Gan for yr yummy brownie. served as wonderful desert... thanks Yeo for bringin the sausages n crabsticks... thanks Adrian for the wonderful yummy bee hoon... thanks Gabriel and Jianhao for sharin the cost with Jamie cuz it really spread out the burden... thanks Mathias for bringin the many many corn, potatoes n sweet potatoes. and for collecting Rayner's food... thanks Lucas for coming to "cou re nao" n making the hang out after that so worth it... thanks to the pple who din turn up too - Rayner for the damn good pasta and Irvin for the utensils... thanks alot... i realli appreciate it...

yeps... today's hit event was the BBQ... and it reali was great... heh!

after the BBQ n clean up the rest of us went to 7 eleven... bought drinks and Lucas ate cup noodles... we hung out at the playgrnd awhile... it was GREAT! talked cock n just hung... i miss those hanging... BAH! i miss my VJ days... i wanna go back to studyin in VJ!!! i reali do...

well... yesterday i had long n tiring day at work... but today reali paid off. haha! as in erased all that tiring work yesterday... den after work i met Dennis and Marcus darlin for dinner... yeps...

i want to play mahjong!!!

and i cant wait for world cup to start... im damn excited for it... haha!

n i intend to invest in a gd geog textbook... so that Cus can get gd notes... and it will be of use for me next time in uni... haha!

okok... gonna email my sis now...

tata pple...

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watched DA VINCI CODE today... watched a nine pm movie... at bedok. haha! cheap and decent. i think i will keep patronising bedok for my future movies. haha! cheap and it's reali not that bad... but da vinci code's disappointing... bah... lousy lousy... MI3 nicer. haha!

hmmm... got Over The Hedge, X Men 3 to watch... cool manz. well... today my day wasnt too good. left me sianz at the end of the day. but the kids were damn adorable. i love the kids. poor K2 anthony broke his leg kinda thing. so i was carrying him around. very cute. im falling in love with him... heh! yeps...

tomolo got long long day... talkin about that i shld go and get the 2 books cus wants so i can rmbr passin them to him... haha!

hope tomolo is a gd day... i need more good days in my life...

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ive got a joke to tell. it reali happened to someone i know... haha! u noe how pple actually soak water chestnuts in salt water before serving or eating them, so that they wont go brown and all? well, someone's mum actually gave him the whole bowl of water chestnuts soaked in salt water n told him to eat them cuz they were supposedly good n coolin for the throat. well, that person, in all hurry n rush, drank up the salt water n left the water chestnuts there... goodness me... wad a darling!!! :)

SOV was cool. well... good balance of decent singing n entertainment value. yeps... peeps, my darlin juniors - U GUYS ROCK!!! u guys reali put in a lot of hard work and well... it was a performance that left me sitting up on the edge of my seat... reali it was. i could even feel the adrenaline that was goin thru u guys while u guys were singing. its amazing... confitte(how do u spell it?) was my favourite. it was and always will be. only u guys would be able to pull off a song liddat. great job.

and u... congrats, well done, amazing job... u noe all im gonna say cuz i probably say it to u so much. but i reali mean it. im so damn freakin freakin proud of u. u reali put in a lot of effort to make SOV a success. and trust me baby... u rock!!! im so proud of you. so happy for you too!!! hope u like the gift i got you!

hmmm... yeps. i had a great day yesterday. although lunch was abit weird but wells... haha! cus' mum did make me feel very very welcomed. yah... hung arnd there from like 12 to 4.30? reali felt very homely and nice. amazing... if only u were there la... haha! yah... but it was still so nice...

SOV was nice... YOU were nice... eating late into the night with a bunch of amusing sweet juniors was nice... eating with YOU was nice... sharing Hokkien Mee at Makan Sutra was great... even taking the cab home was great... it was all great... i reali enjoyed myself...

today wasnt too bad too... morning woke up had driving... den i drove down to Bdk Reservoir before my instructor took over, had lunch, went to work, had yummy KFC dinner, hung out, talked, planned the bbq, bitched (haha!), ate fries n drank ice milo at macs (cuz i was cravin for milo-ping), took a bus, hung at the playgrnd, talked, smiled, laughed, played, loved... it was a great day. thanks...

i hope tomolo will be a gd day too. and im so damn lookin forward to this sat... i reali am... i hope it turns out fun. the pple i noe are definitely fun... so hopefully everyone will bring their fun jokey lovable self n have fun too... im reali excited. haha! yeps...

okok... im a reali happy gal now. and ive got you to thank for it. uve been fantastic... :D

but i still wanna play mahjong???

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i can park! haha! yeps... i had driving today i learnt how to park! it's cool... cuz my instructor's pretty impressed with my judgement. he was super impressed with my parking skills... within 4 tries i mastered it quite well oredi... haha! im so happy... yeps yeps...

morning woke up with swollen eyes... im not surprised though considering how i was bawling my eyes out last night. yeps... got out of bed at 1.30... although i woke up before that oredi. yah... i had lunch with my brother. after that gave him tuition... den got ready for driving at 4... haha! yeps...

after driving i went down to City Hall, Bras Basah n Bugis side to get things done. yeps... pretty satisfied with what i had done today... heh! although i still have quite alot of things to do to it before it's complete. haha! gonna work on it now...

im an independent gal... ok fine. at least i want to be...

anyway i miss playin mahjong... anybody wanna mahjong soon???

and MI3 rocks manz... go watch it!

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i have a HUGE problem

im far too insecure
im far too possessive

i know it
but i cant seem to help it
i really cant control it

i try... but i cant...

is there anybody out there who's willing to walk with me through this?

pls let me know. i need help...

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today has been a gd day so far. yeps yeps... woke up at 11... bathed and rushed down to Somerset station to meet the gang - Shee, Lucas, Ben n Gab. yeps... too bad Adrian's in hometown msia... haha! ya... walked to Heerens... we were SUPPOSED to eat Marche. Lucas planned it as a so called "surprise" for us. haha! yeps... in the end we walked there only to realise n rmbr that it's closed. haha! lazy us din wanna go down to Suntec... so we ended up Billy Bomber-ing... haha! yeps... i ate some weird fish and chips thingy. ended up having Gabriel eat half of my platter. seriously. out of three pieces of fish, he ate 1 and half? haha! yeps... and that's above the meal he ordered for himself too. haha! Gabriel will always be Gab... :D

den after that we went to take neo print. haha! abit old for that. but it was fun la... gosh. i miss taking neo prints and acting stupid with the gang... haha! we had fun... den after that... me, ben and gab went to May Ling/Shixuan's house to see the choir. they're reali cool and good now. keepin up the legacy very well. proud of them. proud of you too my darling - cuz u definitely did put in alot of hard work to put the choir where they are. yeps...

oh gosh! noe wad? i learnt how to FIGHT... ok. not fight... i learnt how to BLOCK A PUNCH!!! haha! damn cool. Mr MP Ben Tan taught me how to ultimate lock was it called? i cant rmbr though. but its damn fun la. haha! although when he did it on me it was so damn pain... haha! yeps...

after choir, hung out with Cus... so yeps... my day has been quite fulfilling and fun reali.

tomolo - meetin Cheam, Ben and Gab at Paragon to discuss Ben's coming production. gonna be a rather big thing for him. so im kinda excited for him. haha! yea... after that... maybe go down see choir? cuz i noe Ben n Gab will wanna do that. yah... but Cus wants to dota tomolo after choir so i guess im on my own after that. yep yeps...

anyway, im so glad we all got into facs we're happy with... i got into the FASS i always wanted to be in. ben got into his NTU film art media school or smth liddat. Gab got into fac of science. not sure if he wanted it. but we're all happy i guess. its so cool. our future paths sort of starts from here manz... how exciting. okok...

ill go off now... hopefully ure still awake so i can chit chat with u awhile. cuz that's what i love doing most... :D

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well. im sick. i hate being sick. the whole bursting of throat feeling. whole body achin... nose clogged up. phelgm all stuck. cant eat. all u wanna do is just to sleep.

but i still had to go to work although i could feel it coming. i was really fallin asleep over lunch. whatever i ate had no taste at all. i even had no appetite to eat at all? it was really bad. my whole body just jellied and i reali just wanted to sleep. but i cldnt call for a leave 30 mins before work starts... so there... profession comes into place as a tchr and i went to work still.

thank God today's students were angels manz. they were seriously such adorable kids la. like Thaddeus was as notti as usual... but he was notti in such a loving way it totally din piss me off. it just made me smile and totally brightened up my day. i really love kids. i dunno how my day would have went if i din go to teach actually. although now im really tired and dying. but i had fun at work... im very happy. nobody seems to cheer me up as well as these kids do. i realli need them in my life through uni manz... dunno wad ill do without them. anyhows, i took videos of notti Thad today... haha! reali super cute. until now when i see them, i keep laughing. haha!

yah... im reali bored reali... yah... i wish u would call now? yr concert is taking realli long huh? and how about on the way to the concert? u must have been too busy with whoever u are with... have fun dude. im out for tonight. uve gotta think of a way to pull me in.

meetin Ben n gang for lunch tomolo... cant wait to see them. havent seen them in ages manz. really ages manz... miss them all so much. ya...

k la... ill either retire for the day, or ill go and read my book. its gettin reali interesting. Life Swap by Jane Green. she's my favourite author manz... love her!

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today has been a bad day.
yesterday was a bad day. it ended with **** *** **** ***! *slam*
the day before wasnt good either.
i have a feeling tomorrow wont be good either. unless a miracle happens.

today was really a crap day. at least for now. it started off well. i gave in although it ended the way it did. but i dunno if its appreciated.

and wats with the defensive attitude towards the handphone thing? u noe it stirs up so much insecurity and doubt inside me. and yah... she had to call the minute the hands reached out. sheesh... how do u expect me not to feel insecure? haiz...

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a throat so pain
a body so weak
a soul so lost
a mind so wild

nobody cares. seriously.

not even my parents. not even you. pple i thought wld care.

im all alone. i told my parents already. im in a lot of shit and pain and insecurity about myself. but does anybody care? i cannot talk to anybody about this. nobody. and the pple i can talk to - they dun bother.

alone.

always alone in times like this.

reality check - nobody really cares.

im so damn fucking sick and i oredi settled things the way u wanted me to.
yet all i hear from you is - it takes me a long time to recover from yesterday.
how about me having u "push me away" and "reject" ,e?
do u noe how that feels?

u say u care

sorry, i dun believe - and u cant blame me for not believing.

all of u are the same. nice only when ure happy. is that really caring? obviously not.

still alone. always will be alone.

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i hate reality checks...

i really do.

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S$750 for 2 pple in KL - inclusive of transport, food, lodging and LOTS OF SHOPPING!!! basically whole trip only S$750... WOW!

im back from msia! finally... haha! gosh... the amount of shoppin i did was... ridiculous. seriously... ill be posting up some fotos later on... den u can see what i mean by RIDICULOUS shoppin...

but the cool thing is like... everything bao kar liao... only $750 for two pple... how cool is that... so cool that Penang is next on the list... but that'll be an eating trip. this was a shopping trip... haha! yeps...

nothin much to say really... im gonna make a diary of my trip. its so damn fun. bought so many things... took lotsa fotos... haha! will put them up... yah... i think i said that just now oredi anyway. haha!

and Yeen's wedding was cool manz... reali cool. haha! so glad i went back... yeps yeps...

life's back to normal and its so sianz... bah! i wish i could stay in KL forever...

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RESPECT - TO TEACHERS OF THE WORLD

being a teacher is such a professional profession. i noe it sounds dumb now. but reali... i cant think of any more important way to describe it.

even when ure really tired, when ure really in a bad mood, when ure in the downest of moods and u want some time to yrself... as a teacher, u hafta push all that aside, put on a big smile, muster alot more than enough patience, open up yr big heart - and impart whatever knowledge u have to yr students.

its really not an easy job. it really isnt. i was faced with such a situation today. but thank God my class were a lovely bunch. as i was walkin to work, i was actually CRYING... can u believe it? a 19 yr old lady walkin along the roadside crying? yeps... pls dun hafta tell me how retarded it must have looked, but yea... i was that lady. i was so pissed off with my parents, i had nobody to talk to then... it sucked, so i uncontrollably cried.

till i was outside the tuition place, i was still in tears and a horrible mood. but i went to the toilet, washed my face, and i walked into the class. i passed in the sense that i could smile and love the kids like i always did. they helped alot in their sweet "hi chor chor" choruses...

but i failed in the technical aspect. i marked the first bunch of worksheets so badly i got scolding. terrible? yea... terrible. i just couldn't concentrate. thank God i snapped out of it.

that's why i say... teachers are really a profession. u really need to be very very very professional about yr job... haiz... am i cut out to be a teacher? i hope i am... :(

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i had an alrite day after that. picked Cus up and we went to Parkway 4 dinner. met up with Thong there too. chatted awhile. and things were great. yea...

after all, how bad can it get?

IM GOING TO MSIA TOMOLO!!!!!!!

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im hurt

very hurt

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my mind is a whirl of thoughts
my heart a jumble of emotions

im happy, touched and glad
yet im hurt, confused and sad

i really dunno what is wrong with me.
i really think im quite silly.

but i cant seem to figure wats wrong with me
i feel happy yet i feel sad
i really think im going crazy
my mood swings are really quite bad

haiz... bloody bullocks! i really feel damn sian about life. i hate the way things are one good one moment and then it turns absolutely bad another.

cuz in moments liddat, i cant keep sane and i cant keep my emotions in check. im a very feelin person. so the way i act and the things i say are based alot on my emotions. im not a person who lets my mind run my heart, but vice versa.

haiz... there are just too many thoughts on my mind. wats worse is im alone. u refuse to talk to me... i noe ure tired. but...

haiz... fuck it la.

life sucks... i really hate the unsteadiness of things. cuz its really driving me crazy.

actually i think im not as nice as u take me to be.

even my post has no link la... i just type whatever comes to my mind. there are alot of things by the way...

touch and go. too much is bad...

i think i shld try to read and sleep it away.

i have work tomolo...

i want to hate you. but i love you.

which sucks!

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ive learnt a very important lesson today.

when ure angry, hurt or in a very heated argument - the beauty of true love comes in standing by each other...

things arent good... but we will stand by each other. we will tide this over. we will overcome all obstacles together.

sorry for screaming and saying mean things just now. things arent fantastic now. the scale is kinda tippin towards the bad feelings part. overpowering the love and happiness.

but u noe wad? because ure willing to walk me through this, because u love me and i love you - things will get better. it will. i promise.

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what the fuck is wrong with you? why do u keep calling? u call like twice a week? sheesh...

u noe im supposed to be very excited about my msia trip. i was... but something inside me is pulling me down alot. this sucks...

i really hate it la. i wanna escape away from all this pain. i fucking tried so hard tonight. i din trust u... i was insecure and i was in pain... but i kept it to myself cuz i knew u were tired and u totally din need it. but have u tried? no...

go on and carry on talking... such a conincidence huh? u put down the fone to go to the toilet and the call comes in? sorry... i totally dun buy that... why izzit that i cant seem to enjoy a good life for more than a few days?

something has to come and knock it down.

all my efforts... totally not appreciated...

why the fuck did i even try?

i guess this is a case of the give and take balance scale going topsy turvy...

ONCE AGAIN!

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well... i just got back from malaysia... i love the life there. i love the fact that i can escape there and not let life here affect me at all... that is why im looking forward to this thursday... where i will be going down there myself... without my parents... and with the person i love.

i believe it will be fun. this is the escape from the harsh realities of life i need.

my grandma's birthday went rather successfully... will upload the photos soon. yea. got alot of fotos in my cam that i need to upload. wanna upload them before i go for this msia trip. yea. but gotta wait for my sis to come back cuz the card reader i have here is spoilt... kind of. and somehow i cant seem to connect the camera to the com directly. haha! its weird la. yah...

im quite happy with life now. life is good now. i hope it stays this way.

the way to a happy relationship is through giving and taking.

i love you. thanks for being my soulmate!

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25061987
perfect 21

Currently...

.NUS.
.E-Lang Major.
.Victoria Chorale.
.enjoying my break before year 3 starts

Loves

~ Marcus B
~ DOLPHINS!
~ VJ Choir
~ Victoria Chorale
~ potatoessss
~ KIDS!!! :D
~ my friends
~ singing and music
~ playing the piano
~ watching plays & musicals etc.
~ reading
~ the beach, the waves, the sea breeze
~ the stars, the clouds, the night sky
(im rather easy to please...)

Wants

* to work on speech therapy as a career
* to improve my vocab
* to pick up cantonese
* to pick up malay
* to go on doing theory
* to watch all the musicals in the world
* to learn voice after i finish my licenciate in oral comm
* to improve playin the guitar
* pick up the bass guitar
* to learn drums
* to read as many books as i can

My Shoppin List

$ the new Man U jersey
$ more man u merchandise
$ a new hp
$ the Julia Quinn books that i dun yet have
$ forrest gump OST
$ ABBA gold album

SOV 2007
Josh's Bday Party
Filming Day at VJ
Kayaking
Kite Flying
Steamboat at Bugis
Uncle Philip's Bday
Cus' First Pay Cheque
Penang 2007
CNY 2007
Cus Surprise Bday Party
Genting & KL 07

Rockapella
Les Miserables
SDD 06
Phuket :)
Pre Xmas Season
Night Safari
Night Lights
Heaven Family Over
Xmas Night, BBQ & Countdown
B's Pressies For Me
Xmas Mass
Carolling
Alph & Ambrose Over
Post Xmas BBQ
Kajang Trip
Korean BBQ
SIA Sports Club
Back To VJ

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To The Zoo, 290906
My Bday :)
Dad N Mum's Anni Party
World Cup Opening Night
Airport Studyin, 30th May
TPJ Choir Concert, 31st May
Studyin, 1st June
To The Airport, 2nd June
KL Trip
Random Fotos
MumpsiCUS

Family Pics

Kevin's Wedding, 7th Oct
Yeen's Wedding
Grandma's Bday 06
Cock Pics Wif Sam
Xmas 03
Xmas 04
CNY 2004
CNY 2006
San Fan & Yosemite Trip
Wei Wei's Wedding
Adelaide Trip 04
Adelaide Trip 05
Da Jiez Grad Ceremony

Choir Pics

Spore Idol 04
Birthday Party 04
SOV 04
Germany Olympics 04
Random Pics 04
Nostalgia 05
Jamie's Bday 05
Open House 05
Oriental Caroling 05
Sentosa 05
SDD 05
Random Pics 05
Me with peers
Me with juniors
Farewell Party

THE gang

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