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Saturday, February 24, 2007

wldnt it be nice if you had someone to study with you?
wldnt it be nice if there was someone who could test you on what you have so much difficulty remembering?
wldnt it be nice if someone in the world actually cares about what you're studyin?
and how you're doing with the studyin?

wldnt it be nice if someone just cared???????

always monsteroo 23:59

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Monday, February 05, 2007

yay yay yay... and i seemed to be the only person who had faith in Man U to win on the one-half goal... haha! 4 nil manz baby... i knew man u could do it... the odds for them on the 1-half was like 3 point smth manz... and i bought... haha! i love man u... amazing playing...

and spore... congrats... nothin much to say cuz it wasnt reali a very entertaining match for me... but oh wells...

im in lesson now... the geog lecturer just finished lecturing on soils... and she pronounces soils and "sew-yales"... she's not a local... but it took me awhile to understand what "so-yales" meant... oh wells.... haha! and everybody saw talking and she just asked... "why are you all so exciting?" manz... i think she meant why is everybody so excited? haha!

i know i gotta start studyin... start doing my readings... the millions of readings i have... but im just too lazy... can somebody give me some sort of motivation? i reali am damn lazy... i wish i could quit school... basically school is damn damn shit boring...

im hungry... woke up late so i rushed down to school... without eating my lunch... im so hungry... but right after this i have a make-up geog practical... yikes.... BORING!!!

okok... she's going on and on about mass wasting now... i shld just listen... that's if i can understand what she's saying...

i feel like asking the girl beside me if she understands Prof Wang... cuz im lost... SIANZ!!!!!

but i love man u... and sadly i lost the one person whom i thought had the same soccer watching passion as me...

always monsteroo 12:53

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Friday, February 02, 2007

the human mind is complex. learning about psychology makes me realise that even more.

sometimes a simple concern can turn into a huge argument... and that is the work of the sensitivity of the brain... it somehow goes topsy turvy...

and from an argument... the brain will send signals to the nerves to react in certain ways... these are the reactions u get from someone being agitated and angry... some pple hit you... some pple decide to just be blatantly rude to you... some pple just do things you hate in your face...

and the person who is on the receiving end of all this treatment... just because of a little concern that turned wrong... obviously... feels like ending the whole thing... so that person chooses to stimulate waves to the brain to end whatever rship or frenship that has been going on....

actually on the surface it seems so simple... misunderstanding, argument, bad reactions, break apart... but somehow... along that string of rubbish... just a different neuro wave be sent and things wld be different...

some pple can forgive... but then again when uve forgiven for too many instances... you've given too many chances... you just decide to not ever want to forgive anymore...

forgiveness my friends, is something you shld never ever take for granted... many of my friends have forgiven me for things... and i think sometimes i take for granted... those of you who have been my victims know it... im sorry. ive learnt that ive been taking for granted...

i will try... but sometimes pple just cant seem to realise that they have been taking for granted and they just refuse to be sorry and change... they just want to keep being forgiven...

because they have always been forgiven...

what shld i do with pple like that?

yes... you're right... i just received a signal from my brain... i for one choose not to forgive anymore.

there is no way a person shld ever be treated in this manner... with this amount of disrespect... so what if you're upset? this is not the way to treat me... and i will not stand for it anymore... i have forgiven many times... what can i say???

taking for-granted is your forte...

always monsteroo 23:02

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