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Friday, August 31, 2007

so many things to say...

so little ways to put it...

sorry frens if my blog has failed to update you on my life recently... or give u any form of interesting news... but im really not in the mood for anything in my life right now...

basically im busy trying to make things right... and yes... that's damn frustrating... especially when i feel that im the one who has been wronged... but i guess... there comes a time in life where u just have to suck it up and just give your all come what may...

and i guess after that pray hard that you will be duely rewarded...

study hard... correct my posture... watch my mood swings... trust... drag myself out of bed and home travel a long one half hours only to attend lessons that are crap???

sucks... i hate issues liddat in my life...

basically i kinda hate my life now...

how's anything my fault at all?

what exactly did i do to jeopardise the whole thing? im quite sure nothing... im quite sure if anything ive been the one to pull things up to this level... but no...

i can only continue to give and not take...

that's the rule of life...

that was a buncha shit loaded crap!

always monsteroo 01:53

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

yoo hoo... just so damn happy after concert...

okay... looks weird eh? a cow and me... haha!

just a random shot of pple hanging arnd the backstage area...

hello mr yokee... haha!

and yes B... i dunno what ure doing there...

charming isnt she??? great make up dawn, joyce and sandy... perfect hair job yokee...

errr... ya... extremely high after the concert...

haha! cute...

guys warming up and singing songs...

hi sam!

the 3 pretty girls... relaxing their feet i assume...

smiles for my camera...

thanks u guys who came to watch the concert.... love y'all loads...

we werent quite so ready for the shot...

mr oh-so-lame toh... kudos to his constant nagging and teaching... haha

yeps... Calvin and i... being so damn ugly...

In Song was good... i really felt so nice singing for the concert... i really appreciate how everyone tried to make it a success.. especially those in charge of the music, the production, the programme booklets, the choreo, the costumes, the make-up, everything la... i really finally understand how it feels like to sing among friends who care for each other and look out for each other... feels good singing in chorale. really... i enjoyed it... and the concert was a success... i had alot of fun... i love chorale...

always monsteroo 17:37

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

i watched HAIRSPRAY today... awesome... fantastic... amazing... everybody go watch it... im sure u all will love it. i almost stood up in the middle of the cinema and started dancing... the whole time we were like imagining how it would look on a concert stage in spore... how we wld do it with a choir if we could... we were singing out loud the amazing songs... it was a GREAT show... everybody you have to watch it... and also please... go pee before the show... im sure u wont wanna miss a single bit of it manz... really awesome... and the greatest thing is how before we watched the show we walked into sembawang music store... and b bought me the soundtrack... even before watching the show... but im more than glad i have it now... im gonna transfer them songs to my ipod later... and im so happy ive got the lyrics too... haha! simple pleasures...

so today... in the name of fitness... we went for a 2 hour cycling exercise at East Coast which has left me red in the cheeks and on the nose... haha! well... hot it was but fun i must say... and im sure i will have problems getting out of bed what with all that ache in my thighs... but nvm... at least i did some sorta fun exercise today... haha!

im having a really bad headache... and yet i still have so many notes to print. rah... sianz... and ive got stupid school tomorrow... thank god one of them lectures are webcasted... so i dun have to stay in school till 4 tomorrow... argh... i hate school... i really hate school...

but one thing im looking forward to... im gonna go down to town tomorrow... hopefully ill be able to find and finally get my English Pronouncing Dictionary den... yeps... and b is gonna get his nice new shoes...

im kinda excited for In Song really... like... im washing my gown... washing the kebaya.... hanging them out to dry... and i gotta go check on my black shoes tomorrow... heh...

okok... back to printing notes... and i hope i have an early night...

head's about to split like a watermelon...

always monsteroo 23:39

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

haiz...

why do i feel so horrible after practice on sunday?

why do i feel like school's gonna suck... what with the stupid bio module... and the thick textbooks...

why do i feel so scared for the concert... and for the singing...

why do i feel so pressured?

why is it that i feel that my voice needs ALOT more help... i cant sing...

why is that it's been 2 years but i dunno where it's going?

why is it that everything has to come back to me now the way it is?

why is it that things have to change? why is it that we cant find a healthy combination? why is it so god-damnit hard to do this right?

why must man u have such a stupid start to the season? why must there be so many injuries and so many suspensions? why are we playing so stupidly? why are we having over 70% of possession but yet zero goals???

why are there just so many questions and yet zero answers?

always monsteroo 01:17

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

i need to

- get down to co-op to buy my books
- start cheering full time for man u (they drew the first match of the season)
- keep revising and swallowing the notes of my scores (concert's coming up very soon)
- keep listening to Jerusalem Surge MP3 and hope it's easier to memorise that way
- go and alter my kebaya skirt
- go and buy that book i saw at Times today
- get the tutorial slots the way i planned it (or else i will be depressed)
- start working on my body language thesis paper (anybody with material on body language and oral communication, pls lend them to me)

- do ALOT ALOT more things

- start forgiving you (disgusting old habits never change do they?)

always monsteroo 17:36

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

yes... i havent blogged in a long time... there're only a few things i can say...

1. EPL has started (heavenly)
2. School is starting (#%*$&@)
3. Chorale concert is coming (come support pls)

the three big things in my life... imagine how confused i must be. haha!

alright.

ill be back... (at least i hope)

always monsteroo 22:58

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

manz... in alot of pain manz... braces sucks. haiz... and i look farnee... i look weird... i cant eat... wah.. horrible... i find myself wanting to rip off every single thing in my mouth the whole time. and i wish i didnt pay that much for the whole thing... cuz i wanna give it up now... i dun wanna do it at all... i dun bother if my teeth have stupid probs in future or whatsoever... i hate the pain manz. argh...

so ive been doing nth much... yea... basically slacking... but what's new right? since hols started 3 months ago... ive been such a bummer. but yeps... that's what i do best so i might as well stick to it.

someone give me some ponstan... i have none left at home.... finished them up after my opt... i really really need some...

always monsteroo 22:56

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