Thursday, June 01, 2006

a day of fun...

yes, i just had a wonderful day of fun. i had printin job in the mornin. im still enjoyin myself alot at it... although it's like the second time only... and the pay im gettin is meagre... i get alot of satisfaction fr these admin stuff... i smile when i look at the stacks of stuff i just printed. stacks and stacks of nice new printed wkshts n test papers... im sure im not the only one who enjoys seein it right? heh! *deluded* and i actually seek lotsa pleasure in the "efficieny game"... so far only Cus understands it. it's a reali cool and ego-boostin game... it makes u feel efficient and smart...

hmmm... den after that i went down to Cus' house for lunch... slacked arnd abit den headed off to Bdk to eat desert... yums! after desert we headed down to airport to study... i taught him vectors. wow! i actually lost some touch of it... but somehow im so reminded of how i drilled Vectors into Ben's head... haha! well, i reali hope my darling rmbrs what ive taught. haha! it's my favourite chapter... :)

after studyin... at about 8 we left the airport n went to Bdk North there to eat our... dinner/supper? yeps... im super full reali... we both are... gosh... i dun believe it... im actually reali fat now... how? okie... diet's the plan.

actually somehow, im feelin... loserish. manz... it's like i feel like there's nothin reali gd about me... im childish... i whine alot... i can be so irritating at times... im reali fat now cuz ive been eatin like mad, i reali feel terribly fat and ugly... i feel like im not good at anythin at all and there's nothin for anybody to be proud of me of...

haiz... i dunno la. i dun think anybody will currently understand how im feelin... it feels horrible... i think i will go on a diet... yes i will. i will curb all my cravings and not give in to any... but so what if i lose SOME weight? i still am nothin to be proud of... i dun see what u see in me really... haiz...

but thanks for standing by me all these months and always tellin me how beautiful u think i am... and how funny u think i am... i just wish i could make u happier and more proud of me... maybe i will just work on bein the best gf arnd...

im loving it though...

i reali feel very fat... i need to diet... i really do... damn it...


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THE FAN

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Currently...

.NUS.
.E-Lang Major.
.Victoria Chorale.
.enjoying my break before year 3 starts

Loves

~ Marcus B
~ DOLPHINS!
~ VJ Choir
~ Victoria Chorale
~ potatoessss
~ KIDS!!! :D
~ my friends
~ singing and music
~ playing the piano
~ watching plays & musicals etc.
~ reading
~ the beach, the waves, the sea breeze
~ the stars, the clouds, the night sky
(im rather easy to please...)

Wants

* to work on speech therapy as a career
* to improve my vocab
* to pick up cantonese
* to pick up malay
* to go on doing theory
* to watch all the musicals in the world
* to learn voice after i finish my licenciate in oral comm
* to improve playin the guitar
* pick up the bass guitar
* to learn drums
* to read as many books as i can

My Shoppin List

$ the new Man U jersey
$ more man u merchandise
$ a new hp
$ the Julia Quinn books that i dun yet have
$ forrest gump OST
$ ABBA gold album



GOALS TO RMBR

SOV 2007
Josh's Bday Party
Filming Day at VJ
Kayaking
Kite Flying
Steamboat at Bugis
Uncle Philip's Bday
Cus' First Pay Cheque
Penang 2007
CNY 2007
Cus Surprise Bday Party
Genting & KL 07

Rockapella
Les Miserables
SDD 06
Phuket :)
Pre Xmas Season
Night Safari
Night Lights
Heaven Family Over
Xmas Night, BBQ & Countdown
B's Pressies For Me
Xmas Mass
Carolling
Alph & Ambrose Over
Post Xmas BBQ
Kajang Trip
Korean BBQ
SIA Sports Club
Back To VJ

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My Bday :)
Dad N Mum's Anni Party
World Cup Opening Night
Airport Studyin, 30th May
TPJ Choir Concert, 31st May
Studyin, 1st June
To The Airport, 2nd June
KL Trip
Random Fotos
MumpsiCUS

Family Pics

Kevin's Wedding, 7th Oct
Yeen's Wedding
Grandma's Bday 06
Cock Pics Wif Sam
Xmas 03
Xmas 04
CNY 2004
CNY 2006
San Fan & Yosemite Trip
Wei Wei's Wedding
Adelaide Trip 04
Adelaide Trip 05
Da Jiez Grad Ceremony

Choir Pics

Spore Idol 04
Birthday Party 04
SOV 04
Germany Olympics 04
Random Pics 04
Nostalgia 05
Jamie's Bday 05
Open House 05
Oriental Caroling 05
Sentosa 05
SDD 05
Random Pics 05
Me with peers
Me with juniors
Farewell Party


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