FOUND TRUE LOVE

Monday, June 12, 2006

manz... im currently goin thru a very emotional time now. basically cuz i just came online... i went to my blog and i saw my old friend from Mrs Mc's class leave a tag for me... i checked my email and i received 2 reali heartwrenching emails... first was from my sis, tellin me about the old times we had at Mrs Mc's, and those sunday mornings... i reali am sad... the second one was from my econs tutor... i emailed her a long time ago... and she finally replied me... the email was short but it tugged at my heart's strings...reali reali hard... the ultimate line was "and rmbr dun skip lessons in uni anymore ok?"... gosh... u noe how much that tugs at my heart and emotions? ive been missing VJ life and all my VJ frens so much... and i miss all my tutors so i emailed them. and i reali want to turn back time... there are so many things i wld have done... and so many things i wld not have done... this is bad...

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and i reali miss those old days... where my rship with my parents were innocent... defiant but no hatred... i miss those days when i wld argue with my sister... but at least i had her around to even argue with her... i miss those days i was happy and i din have so many impt roles in my life...

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and i miss alot of pple...

i miss hangin out and attendin mass with Jocelyn, Max, Damien, Bryan and Marcel... i miss going out with you guys and having fun. i miss attending camps with u guys and juz having fun together...

i miss Simin, Priscilla, Amy, Bee and Lily... i miss the times we'd walk out of TKGS together... go to Blue Cafe, or parkway, or even to the video shop juz to hang and snack... i miss those times we'd take neo-prints together. i miss talkin to you guys about life, our problems... and i miss the way we told each other the truth even though it hurts...

i miss Miss Lim... i miss talkin to you and singin under yr baton. i miss those practices where you wld tell us yr funny stories and i miss your scolding so much. i miss the times we'd just sit around in the Beethoven Room and chat...

i miss Jamie, Lucas, Ben, Adrian, Gabriel, Jianhao... i miss us hangin out in the choir room... hanging out after school... i miss bimbo-ing with jamie... i miss talkin to lucas and buyin lemon 1000 for him... i miss hearin ben say he wanna shi shi (pee) and i miss buying food for him and goin to 7-11 with him... i miss talkin to adrian and have him mutilate my soft toys... i miss gabriel helpin with math no matter how busy he is... i miss discussin geog with jianhao and the yr one days we had... i miss everyone goin down to parkway together for lunch at food courts... or dinner after choir... i miss rushin down to Shaw to watch movie and cursing and swearin at the jam while we're on the bus... i miss my VJ life with you guys... these pple reali brought me thru all my problems and my life in VJ... i love you guys...

i miss my sister because she's just too darn far away from me...

i miss my A54 classmates although i seldom saw them... but i miss being in the same class as u guys... i miss bein angry with tutors together... i miss plannin which lessons and days to mass pon together...

i miss my tuition tchrs... like Mrs McCully, my oral communication tchr... without her i wldnt be able to public speak as well now... i miss Priscilla, my sec sch math tuition teacher... without her i wldnt have loved math and got A1's consistently thru my A and E math... i miss Mrs Regina Tan, my sec sch english and lit tuition teacher... i miss Mrs Foo, my sec sch chinese tuition teacher... i miss Mr Chin, my JC math tutor... i miss Lancelot Lim, my yr 1 econs tuition teacher...

i miss my VJ tutors... Miss Cindy Low, Mr Harris, Mrs Lim (Miss Tan), Mr Hoe Gim Yau, Miss Tan Geok Lan, Miss Lian, Mr Pang... i reali miss them so much. although i know they probably hate me for bein reali notti and such a ponner... but i miss them. i even miss playin hide and seek with them...

i miss my seniors... Valmond, Owen, Dai Feng, Gim Sen, Zhenyan, Nicholas - these seniors who actually made it a point to talk to me...

i miss alot of other random friends... Samantha from TK... Amanda Ferrao and the whole KC gang... Jeremy Oh and Chia... Jazryl... Shaun...

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there're a lot of pple i wanna meet up with again... but ive lost their contact... there're a lot more pple i miss that i havent written down...

im reali feelin very emotional now... bah... this is bad... i feel like crying...

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besides that... ive been into the world cup like mad. watchin every single match and bettin alot on the matches... i reali hope Portugal emerges group champs manz... argh!

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so yesteray i had church in the mornin... followed by the food fair in church itself. after that i went over to cus' place... hung, slacked, discussed soccer odds and bets... den went down to buy bets and eat... went back up for dinner with his parents... yah. after that i went home... went home to a bunch of fun kids... played murderer and pictionary. Joel asked me to act my dad... haha! it was funny... after that i watched the 3 world cup matches... and to be honest, im downright disappointed with portugal... ONE MISERABLE GOAL against tobago.. eat shit manz!

okok... the post has been long enough.

i have one last thing to say - im sorry and i love you. it's just been a tryin period for me... thanks for bein here and tryin... sorry once again.

always monsteroo 14:23

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