FOUND TRUE LOVE

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

bah... i typed a reali long post and it just disappeared from my screen... shitholes!

oh well... anyway i realised that in a rship... being faithful is not everything... it's about being honest... i mean... the hurt u get from unfaithfulness actually reali disappears when u see how hard yr partner tries to be honest after hurtin you... it's amazing... at least i think so! haha! gathered that conclusion over the past month and after watchin lotsa disney channel musicals... movies in cinemas... readin books etc... haha! yeps...

hmmm... the wknd was coolios...

saturday i had work in the morning... it went ok... quite well... den i met marcus and we went to collect my new specs... and we slacked and slept at his place until the yummy big family steamboat started... yeps... with his ah-ma... his cousins... his nieces and nephew... gosh... the cuteness of them all. i actually felt sad when i left that night... cuz baby bel was goin back to penang the next mornin... i actually hung out with her for about 2 to 3 days... we played drawing... we played so much together that i damn miss her alot... even now... boo!

den sunday... ahuh! cool mahjong day... we played a whole round of mahjong... haha! i dont actually think we played a full dong nan xi bei game at all have we? there were the usual crappy fun jokes... the hanging... the shootouts at each other... and damnit do i miss the choir room and VJ hangin days - breakin trump... arguin about keynesian's theory... drawin vector eqns on the whiteboard... sittin in huge grps outside the room holding white packets of food and eating all the way... drinkin our bottled drinks... lemon 1000 for lucas... green tea for me and ben... coke for adrian... haiz... and the macs ordering days... used to be grilled chicken foldover for ben... mcwings, double cheeseburger and large coke for lucas... mc-chicken without sauce for me... goodness me... dun we just miss it?

anyway after the hanging session, marcus brought me to have my long-craved swensens ice-cream... yums! shared one with him... heavenly... haha!

i hope u get well soon b... in the meantime -
ALL my love...

always monsteroo 00:33

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

------- some pple shld just learn to fuck off -------
seriously... how thick can their skins get manz? just stay in your own boat will you? are you free? maybe the qn shld be - am i being a bitch? well... let's answer that for you... a huge and desperate one... fuck off ya? save your own skin... my most sincere advice follows: i almost burnt my own skin... so dun try burning yrs... cuz i can reali help you with it... trust me... i can... so dun wallow in self pity :( :( :( :( :( or i swear... i will make u a pitiful person. inside out... i can be nice u noe? i have been very nice... until u asked for it today. u bitch... hey look? im not afraid to admit what i did. if u even have the guts to do what u did... den why not have the exact same guts to leave them open? haha! im such a bitch... but u started it...

------- and some pple just deserve lotsa hugs, kisses and fisses -------
for allowing the rship to go on to a higher and deeper level... a level where understanding, patience and sacrifice becomes of utmost importance. i love you... u noe i reali do... and im nothing but proud of you... :)

------- i am so damn scared -------
because ive got my qualifying english test (QET) for NUS tomolo mornin... and having looked through the sample essay qns... im super freaked out. in my two years of JC life, i have only written like... less than 10 GP essays incld the exams, prelims and a levels... so how am i supposed to write one tomolo??? goodness gracious me... pls help me somebody...

------- a happy day i had today -------
because everything turned out fine... i went to school, met up with those i havent met in a long time... hung arnd with my one and only baby... den i went for a short 3 hour work... den met my darling and Irvin for concert... haha! after which we ran down to Esplanade for the acapella concert... Gen Rong... u rock... best solo eh? haha! kudos to that guy... oh well... den it was supper at bedok for marcus and me... and here im home... desperately surfing the net for my QET venues, formats and whatever info i can find...

------- and so -------
i end with a few words to the significant pple in my life...

jamie - i miss you. and i wish we could hang out together again like last time.
u noe who - fuck off
sheena - thanks for covering my thursday night so i can go watch concert... and for coming in on friday morning cuz ive got my dumb QET...
my one and only baby - ure the best...

always monsteroo 23:44

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

and yeps... i shall put up some other random fotos that we took over some days... yeps...

--------- our first badminton game ---------

haha! so funny la! he tired to make me look like he was kidnapping me and poor me... all gagged and tied up... haha!

right after the game... all hot and sweaty... but damn fun!

wah... cool pic eh? haha! nice colour and the racket is cool... haha! lameness...

haha! yes... funky pic... i like!

looking down from above... i like the evening sky... i reali do...

tiring workout... haha!

--------- my world cup cap ---------

always monsteroo 00:42

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Monday, July 17, 2006

well... i noe it's abit laggy... in fact super... but i finally managed up put up my bday fotos... haha! yeps... cus finally uploaded them onto my lappy for me... yeps... there're a few here and the rest are in my shutterfly link... yeps...

25th June - my 19th bday! :)

at the BBQ place at east coast... yummy food...

snuggles!

haha! i drew it on cus' leg for fun... i was bored... :P

my surprise... the candles... my fav cake... the balloons blown and tied by him... my first bouquet of roses... :D

haha! that's me busking in the candlelight, love and happiness!

the lovely heart shape... haha! super nice la...

me and my roses...

haha! i love the clothes im wearing... they're marcus' ones... ya... i felt like a clown really! haha! yeps...

that's Jamie and Ben's pressie for me... cute like nice-to-hug dolphin... ive named it odd... or oddie... yeps... :D

it wasn't all perfect but im happy... i reali am... thanks so much B!!!

always monsteroo 23:36

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

a new IPOD NANO... yeps... finally... we got down to buyin ourselves the long-wanted MP3 player... haha! and we're reali happy with it... haha! yeps... we're sharing it... actually i think cus will use it more this year... when he's studyin and it's noisy or smth. yeps yeps... haha! hmmm... and den when he goes into army... ill take over and use it whilst travelling from school so damn far away in Buona Vista and when im studyin... haha! yay! so exciting...

so i woke up... dragged myself out of bed cuz i din get to sleep well last night. woke up once every 20 to 30 mins... gosh... bad bad bad. dun even noe why manz. but anyhow... i got up to go to church this morning... den after that it was Simei for lunch with my family... introduced my brother to the new chicken chop from KFC... it's quite nice actually... just far too expensive. bah... but anyhow... haha! den it was down to Cus place to slack and crap arnd abit... before to Bugis and Sim Lim... haha! it was a long day... walkin arnd the floors in Sim Lim like mad... haha! but we finally got smth out of that so it was gd. haha! yeps... den went back Bedok... and studied... he did math while i sat arnd helpin out when he had problems... but hey... i wasnt needed much... which means that he's improving... can u believe it? he's actually THINKIN on his own... haha! and he can do it... im proud of it...

Mrs Mc emailed me back! means i can go get my diploma and licenciate in oral communication soon... im rather happy... shld i?

always monsteroo 22:56

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and so the 15th of July passed with a great bday for my brother... haha! had a mini bbq... and Marcus was introduced to my family and relatives officially for the first time... it was great. reali great... haha!

preparing the cake for Samuel...

posing for the camera...

the nice yummy bday cake... haha!

sam and his close soccer neighbour do-it-all-together pals...

us talking and gossiping... haha!

Uncle Ho and family singing the bday song with us...

Sam boy cutting the cake...

Uncle Ho and family with my mummy on the extreme left...

trying out the diet coke and mentos thingy outside the road there... haha! amusing...

it actually works... quite amusing... i was pretty entertained...

looking at the camera... dad was taking the foto...

not many fotos... and most quite blurly taken cuz my dad's hand is quite shaky... but ya... quite a nice and meaningful night for me... im ready to get married... haha!

... i love you

always monsteroo 01:07

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

haha... okie jamie... im back to blogging ya? haha! ure prob the only one who reads my blog... okie... one of the very very few? heh... yeps...

oh wells... nothin much been goin in my life reali. ya... its been quite boring except for soccer watching. haha! yeps... finals and all... hmmms... actually my right shoulder is super super tense now. bah... reali reali pain... i need a good massage now manz... anybody? haha!

------ post world cup blues -------

well... me and cus reali have a serious attack of the world cup blues... so much so we went to watch a match at the tampines stadium today. haha! it was so funny manz... seriously... Tampines Rovers versus the Singapore Armed Forces... gosh... the Rovers are reali quite zai manz. so me and cus have decided we're gonna be yellow-shirt fans... haha! yeps...

the soccer was reali interesting... it happened to be knock-out round for some cup thingy... so they had to have a winner. initially rovers were down 2-0... at half time... den after that they fought back until it was like 2-2 draw. amazing come back... so they had an additional 1/2 hr extra time and wow... rovers scored another 2 goals... very very nice 2 goals indeed... i just realised how high-scoring spore teams matches are. hahah! yeps...

not only was the soccer interesting... the fans were funny too. we happened to sit on the rovers side... and we were just one step up from the fan club. wah i tell you... the cheerleading team... the malay "band" that backed up the cheerleaders... the fan club (of whom i think most are parents)... ya... amazing. the atmosphere is... fantastic manz. seriously... haha! there was this man who was reali passionate about the team. gosh... he was like super pissed at the referee... and making funny actions... they were all dancing and cheering. amazing... seriously amazing... and i never knew that substituting the goalkeeper is a common practise here?

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oh wells. haha! it was fun... before the match was badminton at tampines sports hall. i tried my best to run cuz cus kept saying i too lazy to run... oh wells... i tried... haha!

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im so glad i have u my love... really... we may not have perfect days always. we do have our frequent arguments and upsets... but u noe wad? im still damn shit proud to be yrs... come what may ~~

always monsteroo 00:12

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

heh... it's been a lllllloooooooooonnnnggg tuesday and wednesday... reali long and tiring... bah!

tuesday started off with me having to go to work... so it was more photocopying for me... yeps. after work i went down to bugis to collect cus' jeans for him... yea. after which, he came over to my place to watch soccer - Germany versus Italy... and im so damn glad that Italy won... but im so damn sad they din pop those two goals in earlier... but it must have been super painful for Germany to watch their penalty shootout hopes burst in the 28th and 29th minute of extra playin time... haha! damn shiok... oh but poor germans... haha!

so he came over with yummy fries for me... and this...

a BRAZIL NUT chocolate for me... that darling. haha! he calls me a Brazil nut cuz i support brazil? haha! so funny la he... was walkin arnd at NTUC and saw it and bought it for me. wad a darling indeed... haha!

yeps... so he came over at about eleven plus... we had about 4 hours before the match started... so it was surveyin my room...

and slackin in bed...

while waiting for the match to start... yea... the fotos are a little dark cuz cus hates the flash... haha!

after we got bored of my room... we headed downstairs to play scrabble. actually we wanted to play upstairs... but we were too afraid it'd be too loud and my parents wld complain. so it was scrabble for a long while... he scored 222 and i pathetically lost at 182. haha! well... fun though. heh...

den soccer started... but we cooked maggi noodles and made hot the mcspicy burger i brought home earlier on... together with yummy own-made ice milo... yums to the max. haha! yea...

soccer was interesting... i fell asleep half way though. but italy did play very well. i managed to wake up in time to watch the 2 goals though. haha! great stuff....

after the match we went back down to his place to sleep. haha! yea... slept like pigs all the way till about 1? yea... after which it was maggi mee for lunch again. haha! after eating i had my bathe and headed down for work again... haha!

work was fun... back to teaching... back to 10 bucks an hour. but definitely much much more tiring... haha! but i missed all of them so much. and i so miss markin long compres... haha! yeps... oh wells...

after work met cus at bedok again... had our dinner, went to buy bets... and it was home for us again. we somehow make a great couple because of our attraction to the bed... yea. we love sleepin... haha! so i slept until about 10 plus... den i woke up and was about to leave alone when his parents offered to send me home. it's nice to know she treats me like her own daughter. :D

and i hope France wins portugal later on... simply because i hate the way the portugal players love to act... and basically... ZIZO (zidane) is so damn onform manz... watch him play and drool... good soccer sia. haha! yea...

please... please let it be a France V Italy finals... two world top defensive teams in action... how more exciting can it get... sadly... i dowan soccer to end... my life wld be so damn boring without soccer... no more discussin odds... no more spore pools frequent trips... no more... haiz...

but it's mahjong this sunday! and i cant wait for it to come... havent "mo pai" in a super duper long time manz... haha! shiok! :)

always monsteroo 23:07

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

it's been a cool long wknd... haha! yeps...

------- Saturday -------
saturday passed with workin in the morning... back to teachin so it was fun. haha! this little K2 boy actually came to hug me and say he missed me - which was so damn sweet - cuz i missed him too!!! haha! yeps... the P1 kids i took one on one started sayin i look like a dolphin. i reali have no idea if i shld be complimented or insulted. but they're just so innocent that i cant help loving them. haha! they're an adorable bunch. naughty and talkative - but still damn lovable! haha!

after work on saturday... i went to meet cus darlin at bedok... den we went back to his place, get changed into our shorts and sports shoes and headed down to Tampines sports hall to play badminton! haha! we played for about an hour. my body's achin now really... like mad... haha! but it was damn fun... we decided to make it our twice-a-week sport... haha! yeps... after badminton we went to tampines to hang awhile, relax - before headin back to his place to bathe and slack...

and saturday was tormenting for me... both Brazil and England lost... well... i hugged the green and yellow jersey and almost cried... i sang to God Save The Queen and cried. goodness gracious me... i mean... in all fairness, France was good. yeps. France might just win the world cup... in fact ya... that's what me and cus bought. haha! but oh wells... Brazil cld have done better. since the group stage till now, brazil has not shown their full potential... England? well, that match was dumb. i hate that Argentinian ref... he sucks... wats with his grudge agst England? becks n rooney to be specific... gosh! and ya... my respect for christiano ronaldo has gone to a terrible negative. i bet u the whole man utd team hates him now. hypocrite... Rooney didnt deserve a red card definitely... it could have just been a yellow. seriously... and poor Becks... damnit injury... haiz. basically, England has no luck... in fact they had bad luck... sheesh. nvm... England fought hard although they were one man down... that's smth to be proud of. ten men, and still fighting strong. amazing. they fought for about an hour with 10-men... come on... HAIL ENGLAND! yeps... penalties were dumb... but... yah... the minute they entered penalty shootout, i knew they cldnt win. no owen, no rooney, no becks... definitely u dun expect crouch and lampard to do it can you? oh wells... good fight england. i still love u guys...

------- Sunday -------

went to church in the morning... was reali tired and falling asleep thanks to the england and brazil matches... haha! yeps... but thank god i pulled through...

after church i went down to cus' place again and we both slept like pigs... real pigs... haha! slept until about 4 was it? haha... but ya... we both were knocked out manz. dead tired... haha! den when we woke up, we had a good evenin of sports... played abit of badminton downstairs his place before gettin really irritated with the wind... den we changed to playin soccer... doin foot reflex in the park... sittin on the swing... doin dumb relaxing stuff. den it was bathin time before headin down to tampines to get his jacket. nice nice jacket... i like it... finally managed to get it... think we waited for about 2 months? haha! oh wells... handsomeness my love...

------- Monday -------

well, today was equally fun. i had work till about 4? so we met up quite late... he was sleepin like a pig anyway... haha! yea... so we met at Bedok... ate our "one-meal-a-day"... and then... went to see odds, went to play arcade... den we watched Garfield 2! haha! yeps... quite funny... ODIE damn damn damn cute... haha! yeps... after garfield it was... hanging arnd in bedok before headin down to fengshan food centre there for a horrible gorge... we ate like mad again. two pigs eating there... and having lots of fun... we actually tried out the mentos and diet coke thingy. haha! lames... we mocked each other thruout the entire meal actually. and it dawned on me that he really is my best fren and soulmate... it's not all good times not all good memories... but all put together, the US we form is... just so beautiful. rah... nvm... hard to put to words. haha! yeps...

------- Tomolo -------

so tomolo is back to sch for him... and ive got work. got lotsa stuff to photocopy still. yea... and im worried for my driving really... havent been havin lessons. sucks... oh wells. gotta go renew my PDL too... and i gotta go down bugis to collect my b's jeans... okok... got lots lined up tomolo... i shall go sleep now... at least try to sleep? yea...

oh btw i did this test just now... and this is the results... rather accurate... i cant do without my frens and b...

Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head.
The good news is that you've also got lots of heart, and you make sure that people know that you always have their backs. There's almost nothing more important to you than the people in your life, so being a support to them is the coolest thing around. Just like you.

i hope france beats portugal... and i hope italy beats germany... i reali hope so...

always monsteroo 00:41

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