FOUND TRUE LOVE

Monday, December 04, 2006

la la la... i just ended my 2nd last paper... in hostel rotting now. got another paper later at 5... which will be my last paper manz... haha! im rotting when im supposed to be studyin... how sian is that? haiz...

but just now's spore soc under socio dept paper was... tough. okie... maybe it's cuz ive been havin too much fun and not studyin... but hey manz... it went alrite. full of crappin about how spore's history has been rewritten and how it's been used to give the govt power and the citizens a fake sense of identity... haha! yes... im a malaysian... but im sure historians, politicians and many other pple wld agree with this argument on a "officialised" made up history of spore... haha!

it reali is boring... had room inspection just now cuz gonna move out of here soon... coming back here to stay only on the like... 8th of Jan arnd there... so it's just one more month to school starting... rah... BORING!!!

i wish i could like post some pictures up... pictures of PCC that night... but oh manz... i dun have the cable with me... so its all too bad... nvm... that can wait...

ive been planning out what i hafta do after exams (which is later on) and what i hafta bring and buy for phuket trip... so exciting! yeps yeps... im actually a rather "list-it-down" freak... so far ive made lists of wad to buy for SDD alongside the budget for them... ive made lists of what to do after exams... ive made lists for what to bring to phuket... and im going to make a list of who to write xmas cards to... haha! wad a list freak eh?

im missing my monster alot... ive been calling him monster recently cuz he has been very irritating... very very irritating... but in the sweetest way possible. he turns up at my hostel when i least expect him to... he forces vegetables and fruits down my throat the way nobody (not even my parents) has... he constantly floods my inbox with sweet encouraging msges and to let me know he's thinkin of me though not exactly beside me (currently he's msging me too... but im still bored...)... and he is so irritating in the sense that he just loves to irritate and make fun of me... he laughs at everything i do... haiz... and oh my goodness hasnt he just turned into a himbo... "wait... im concentrating on burping..." haha! oh and there's me calling him "a little piece of shit" and he going... "little?!?!?!?!" haha! so now he's known as the "big piece of shit" well... my irritating sweet little monster for you... though it can get quite embarassing for him cuz i do accidentally call him monster out loud in public or in front of frens... haha! but he still answers to it nicely... credit for that b...

i reali miss my monster alot... cant wait to see him later for THREE concert... and tomolo will be whole day shopping for us... whole day... mornin to night... we've got it all planned out... though im pretty sure we'll end up like... slacking half the day at his place... muahahaha!

xmas is coming and i cant wait... i love xmas... though xmas wasnt all fun last year... cuz of some stupid reasons... this year will be different im sure...

monster loving...!!!

(p/s: im so sorry everybody for the whole mushy post but this happens when i miss him alot... pls forgive me???)

always monsteroo 14:24

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

anyway... doubts aside... there are a few things i'd like to just ramble mumble on... heh.

-------- LES MISERABLES --------

PCC!!! Les Miserables! oh manz... darling VJ Choir... im so proud of u guys. it was fantastic... u guys are a gd batch with gd voices everywhere... hope u guys will go far manz... esp with singing "chimpara" for SYF ya? hit it up there once again manz... woo... Les Miserable by VJChoir just rocked... big time... haha! and it was fun meeting up with pple i havent met in AGES... and i mean AGES manz... my batch dudes and babes... so glad to have met up with u guys. my juniors... great to see u guys no longer lookin forlorn over A's... haha! well... i guess we all had fun manz. it was like a big big reunion watching a great performance together... manz... can it ever get any better?

-------- Wonderful Swinging Singers ---------

hmmm... then there was Swingle Singers concert yesterday night... fabulous. fantastic. amazing. i cant think of anything else to say besides perfect. they were gd. damn gd. haha! saw Jeremy Gan, Gen Rong and Yvonne there... actually they were sittin in the same row as me and cus... so it was quite a coincidence... yeps. it was UCC... so near my campus. Swingle is reali good... an octet with OH so perfect blending and chords... it's like... manz... they sound just like the CD dun they? haha! i had the time of my life...

------- More LaOooLaOooLa-ing -------

comparing to Rockapella i watched a few weeks ago... well... different repertoire i must say... Swingle's more orchestra like... Rock's got the whole audience repoire thing goin on... so yeps... i had fun for both... cant wait for Vocaluptuous... hope they dun let me down... haha!

------- Make it up Gal --------

oh my gosh... im going for SDD with marcus this wed... and i havent decided what to wear... or how to do up my hair... or generally how im gonna look... cuz ive got exams i cant even shop manz... sheesh... crash shoppin on Tue... haha! with a budget of cuz... heh!

------- Goodbye Spore -------

and reali cant wait for Phuket trip manz... i know it's a commonly visited place... but hey... it's kinda like the first time ill be going on a real trip with Marcus manz... like a PLANE trip... haha! KL wasnt counted cuz it was more like going back home with him... haha! haiz... phuket... coming soon... this friday... yay!!!!

------ We Are Family! -------

today cus came over to my place again to play soccer with samuel and hang at my place awhile... funny and cool cuz mum and dad actually came with us to the field to watch them... im beginnin to feel like cus is becomin more part of my family. which is a gd thing. yeps... and we all had KFC for dinner after that... went Giant shopping... pretty cool... haha!

--------- THREE -----------

and there's THREE tomolo... in case some of u dun noe it yet... it's a combined concert by Jen Tham's SYC, Ko Matsushita's choir and Jonathan Velasco's choir... i cant wait manz... it's gonna be pretty cool... yeps. hope it will be good good shit... haha!

-------- Ai Pia Jia Eh Yia --------

oh but before that... there're south asian and spore soc papers tomolo... so i gotta go back to studyin... or off to sleeping enough for sufficient brains to crap smth up during the paper... haha! hmmm... after tomolo it will all all all be over... sadly it's only for this semester only. after that all the bidding and stuff comes back once again. sianz...

------- DINGDONGMERRILYONHIGH --------

but hey... all that's after PHUKET and after CHRISTMAS! haha! my home's very nicely decorated with xmas stuff... and there's gonna be a usual xmas party at my place... and more relatives are coming down this year... it's gonna be xmas with a bang... spending somewhat my first xmas with cus too... so it will be great... im gonna have a great time after exams... i know i will...

------- ??? --------

i hope i will... (what's with doubts???)

always monsteroo 23:50

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why must life always be filled with doubts? dun u guys actually wonder? like even though u noe ure doing something right... u noe somehow that something will still go wrong. weird eh? and doubts suck dun they?

u noe u practised very hard for a concert... yet there are doubts that u may just flop it. u study reali hard for yr exams... but yet there are doubts that u may just flung it. u try very hard to make someone happy... but yet there are doubts that the person may just not be happy and just faking it. or u try very hard in something, to please somebody... but there are doubts that u may be taken for granted after a long long time?

scary aint it? doubts... it's just scary in my opinion. and it sucks to be filled with doubts. cuz like... most doubts cant actually be resolved or put to rest? especially when it has to do with the future. or like when it has to do with pple's feelings? cuz they may just fake it?

and most of the time... most doubts which come true... are actually just irreversible? it's scary...

i happen to be a very doubtful person. haha! so that's probably why i dun go far in life... i havent at least. heh! doubts can actually affect one alot...

doubts can pull a person's morale down. it can scare a person so much that person won't even dare to try. it can actually make a person so bad mood and so temperamental.

worst of all is when it comes true. it hurts the person like mad... right? doesnt it quite suck?

well... i just hope now that God will make everyone less doubtful and give everyone the chance to feel confident and give everyone the security that nothin will go wrong...

after all, who wldnt ever want just a bit of reassurance from fate and from God that for a moment in their life, nothing will go wrong...

am i right?

always monsteroo 23:21

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