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Monday, April 23, 2007

social life... haha! wad an ironic paper... i felt so lame writing it seriously. hope ill do ok... one of my not so confident modules... but i hope i crapped enough shite to impress... haha!

oh wells... it's the start of a new week... another long wait till my monster comes out of camp. im honestly impressed by his sudden spurt of muscles... amazing. haha! and he likes it... but i don't! ive warned him that in the middle of the night i will just use needles and start bursting all of them... haha! i really was so tempted to do so on sat night... but i finally realised how much i love looking at him... just looking... although now it's abit weird cuz everytime i see the botak head... i cant help but laugh... it's cute la... but muscles? eeks... u noe i really hate big guys... i always imagine them beating me up or smth... haha! at least i can fight scrawny ones off... but then again... big guys stand up for you? they "protect you" as they put it... and my big guy did stand up for me agst big bullies... so maybe his muscles are doing gd... :)

and we experienced this really funny thing this wknd... and im not sure if any of you have gone through it before... but it's really farnee. u see... ive been busy all week... studyin for my papers... in hope of clearing the wknd for his book out... so friday night there i was mugging my head off... sleeping for merely 2 half hrs, rushed down for oral comm class at orchard on sat mornin and den zoomed down to sembawang. he on the other hand... had a tiring week and u noe... not enough rest cuz NDU only gives u 12 to 4 plus kinda sleep. so in our own separate hearts we wanted to really make the best of the wknd for the other person... so we went to have a good yummy meal and went to watch Wild Hogs. in the cinema... both of us were taking turns to fall asleep... it's not that the show was bad... it was quite funny... just that we both were just too tired... and we tried to hide our tiredness from each other... haha! i went to the toilet before the movie to wash my face... he went during the movie... but we both just kept the fact that we were tired from each other... just so it'd work our great for the other party. it's really farnee... after that when we went home... on the bed only did we tell each other that we both are actually very tired... and found out what we've been doing for each other, falling asleep secretly during the movie. i think it's pretty sweet really... haha! him especially... putting aside sleep for me... it's a big thing... and really... it's funny... so we ended up sleeping in each other's arms for a while... okie... a long while... haha!

experienced that feeling before? like... uve been studyin like a mad dog... den the last day of exams ure just so damn tired... u wanna go home and plop on the bed... but hey no... it's the last day of exams!!! so u cant just sleep... u hafta go celebrate and make the best outta it. haha! and end up dozing off half the time ure out... haha!

i really cant wait for exams to end... haha! serious... oh and i cant wait for next book out... it's yummy crabs! haha!

i think it's quite amazing too... women instinct and bond... u noe when we dropped marcus off at his camp... i felt so horrible... again... (i think i will always feel horrible) so i just kept quiet... fighting back the tears and tellin myself that the next week will come... den his mum just suddenly turned around and smiled at me... and the look in her face just said it all... we both miss him so much... but we both know we'll pull through... and that ultimately... wad matters is that we both love him and he loves us... and then after smiling to each other for a good 5 seconds... we both started giggling and laughing... and uncle philip was like... huh why??? haha! and wad his mum said really is true... men just dun get it.

okie... i need to mug hard... so i can leave my wknds free... and i can leave labour day free!!!

i think im really tired... cus woke me up really early this morning to tell me about... ya... a certain someone's msg and complains... and yeps... after that i just cldnt get back to sleep cuz it was only 1 hr more before my alarm wld ring... so wats the point right? haha!

i need to sleep now... wake up to eat smth later on... and den it's studyin e-lang... yea! my comfy bed... here i come!!!!

always monsteroo 11:56

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