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Friday, May 18, 2007

goodness me... im such a lazy pig... i actually woke up at 1plus today... and at like 4plus i went to sleep all the way till 7plus... and now im still tired... there must be smth wrong for me... haha!

i was supposed to go out and buy things... a lot of things actually... but the lazy bum in me kicked in and... i din go out of the house at all... haiz... wad a disappointment... im starting to regret now... :(

hmmm... i hope this wknd goes well... i hope it goes differently...

actually... it seems like being in a rship may not be the best thing at all... okie maybe generally it makes u happy... as they always say a person in love can be detected from afar by that glow and bliss whatsoever on her face... actually all those who have been in real rships before... i bet u guys would beg to differ right? the obstacles and the hurdles in rships can get so tiring... and so painful... but all we do is hope that at the end of it all we get a brighter future and happiness... and all we can do is hope... becuz we dunno what the future has in store for us...

and ive been awaken to smth in life... that one shld never be too judgemental on pple... especially just on their behaviour... okie if ure judging a person based on a particular some big thing that the person did to you... den okie... judging and hating that person is fine. but when u noe... u just think that person is a little weird... that the person has abstract way of thinking and all... it never is that simple at all deep within that person... it never is. there's always some explanation for it... and i finally found out about a fren i never knew... and i feel quite sad about it... okie maybe not sad... but... i feel... u noe... a heavy aura arnd me since i knew it... but im glad i did...

everybody arnd me seems to be having problems... but i guess this is when the whole bonding thing happens and we start opening up to each other...

it's funny how pple actually try to pretend like nth is happening and put their smiles up for the world to see... but then once in awhile when u slip... pple can actually see the troubles behind that fascade. im actually quite shocked that someone actually mentioned that i actually look quite troubled too... i always thought that when im in front of that group of pple i always try to be happy and lala-ish... but i guess as my darling dawn says... sometimes we just slip...

it's such a crappy long post... i guess im just feeling crappy too... haha!

im outta here...

always monsteroo 19:53

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