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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

okie... haha! so that's how BASHED UP i look... or rather have spent the wknd looking... obviously with alot more swell... my swell went down alot these few days... i think marcus' mum's light is helping... :D haha! maybe i shld ask her to give me more light so the front wound can heal... it's really painful...

stitch removing was HELL... goodness... if labour pain is going to be any more than 2 times of that amount of pain i will just adopt... haha! as much as i want a whole LEE soccer team... im sorry b... today's pain freaked me out like mad... i had to like hold my hands together to prevent myself from hitting the surgeon's hands away. wah... it was like... she was practically jabbing the scissors and her plucker thingy right into my gum where the wounds were... heal-ING... not heal-ED! oh god... i really almost died... really... it was bad... much worse than the opt itself... darren woo... u told me it wouldnt hurt... it hurt like MAD! i've never felt this kinda pain in my life before manz... like... serious... thank god im alive. haha! i found myself tearing quite alot after i walked out of the dentist's room... with a throbbing headache... u noe the sort that u get right after extreme pressure or stress or cold? yah... gosh... thinking of the pain now still raises my hair.... OUCH!

haha! so to distract myself from the pain... i baked! haha! chocolate chip cake... pretty yummy it was... and i made hot-fudge-chocolate-cake for everybody to eat. haha! these pple are totally enjoying from my pain. haha! it was good... when the cake came out from the oven still hot and nice... i cut portions of it up, fixed them up with ice-cream and hershey's chocolate sauce... yums! haha! it was good... haha!

i tried eating normal rice for dinner... i managed a few mouths... den right after that... when i sat down to watch TV... my whole jaw started to ache... god... that's what u get for not using yr jaw for a week. haha! so im slowly chewing more often... like moving my jaw up and down even though there's nth in there to chew... just so i can exercise my jaw... haha! so i can have my yummy dinners this wknd... haha!

my mum just met up with a fren this morning... who had another friend with a daughter my age... who's still under the triangle thingy like me... and who's had 4 accidents in like 5 months? gosh... and cuz of that her licence got revoked... and no insurance wants to cover her now... and so my mum's friends were like encouraging her not to let me drive under the triangle too much... oh pls... isnt it obvious enough that this girl just CANT drive... i hope mum doesnt stop me from driving... :(

okie... i think i shall just end off here... i'd just like to tell everybody reading this... that u shld treasure yr day like it's ending tomorrow... im not cursing or anything... but really. treasure every moment of yr life... u only live it once through... forgive and forget although u think it's impossible... tell your friends how much u appreciate them... tell yr parents and siblings how much u love them... get involved in family life and show through actions... do things that u really wanna do... follow your heart and do things that would make you happy... because regretting really sucks...

love pple... because everybody can do with a bit more loving from you... :)

always monsteroo 01:27

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