i hate things the way they are...

i really dun like change... i dun like changing what i feel is comfortable for me...

and it's bad that you guys are not giving me the support that i think u shld be? i think u guys need to be more understanding for me... instead im so stressed out everyday making sure i do things that make u guys happy... and it always ends up with me being the one on the losing end... i always have to sacrifice my personal happiness just so u guys will be happy... what's the deal? where's the support?

why does this have to be so hard? why can't an easier compromise be made...

am i just too tired to bring things along? shld i just let off the load and deal with the consequences albeit a different set...

oh manz... this sucks... i really hate the way things are going... can someone just help me...

im so eff-ing stressed...

on a separate note, i feel much more vitalised and more spurred on about chorale after AGM today... think having "camps" might actually work out for the bonding thing... i dunno... i just wish i were abit more bonded to pple...

i dunno... i dun really like things the way they are now... im tired... im so tired...

yes, it's tiring for you... but dun u realise it's tiring for me too? and it involves alot more effort on my side? dun u realise it involves a lot more feelings and emotions for me? no... no... no...

it's my effing responsibility and dats full of crap shit...

i hate this... i really do... i wish someone can just find me a perfect solution...

----- final whistle, game over -----

25061987
perfect 21

Currently...

.NUS.
.E-Lang Major.
.Victoria Chorale.
.enjoying my break before year 3 starts

Loves

~ Marcus B
~ DOLPHINS!
~ VJ Choir
~ Victoria Chorale
~ potatoessss
~ KIDS!!! :D
~ my friends
~ singing and music
~ playing the piano
~ watching plays & musicals etc.
~ reading
~ the beach, the waves, the sea breeze
~ the stars, the clouds, the night sky
(im rather easy to please...)

Wants

* to work on speech therapy as a career
* to improve my vocab
* to pick up cantonese
* to pick up malay
* to go on doing theory
* to watch all the musicals in the world
* to learn voice after i finish my licenciate in oral comm
* to improve playin the guitar
* pick up the bass guitar
* to learn drums
* to read as many books as i can

My Shoppin List

$ the new Man U jersey
$ more man u merchandise
$ a new hp
$ the Julia Quinn books that i dun yet have
$ forrest gump OST
$ ABBA gold album

SOV 2007
Josh's Bday Party
Filming Day at VJ
Kayaking
Kite Flying
Steamboat at Bugis
Uncle Philip's Bday
Cus' First Pay Cheque
Penang 2007
CNY 2007
Cus Surprise Bday Party
Genting & KL 07

Rockapella
Les Miserables
SDD 06
Phuket :)
Pre Xmas Season
Night Safari
Night Lights
Heaven Family Over
Xmas Night, BBQ & Countdown
B's Pressies For Me
Xmas Mass
Carolling
Alph & Ambrose Over
Post Xmas BBQ
Kajang Trip
Korean BBQ
SIA Sports Club
Back To VJ

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Studyin, 1st June
To The Airport, 2nd June
KL Trip
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Kevin's Wedding, 7th Oct
Yeen's Wedding
Grandma's Bday 06
Cock Pics Wif Sam
Xmas 03
Xmas 04
CNY 2004
CNY 2006
San Fan & Yosemite Trip
Wei Wei's Wedding
Adelaide Trip 04
Adelaide Trip 05
Da Jiez Grad Ceremony

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Spore Idol 04
Birthday Party 04
SOV 04
Germany Olympics 04
Random Pics 04
Nostalgia 05
Jamie's Bday 05
Open House 05
Oriental Caroling 05
Sentosa 05
SDD 05
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Me with peers
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