why are u guys being so damn difficult? am i not trying to make smth happen here? am i not trying? but each time i try i dun get any response from any of you? what is going on with u guys manz? i mean... are u guys that difficult to maintain a friendship with? am i not worth u guys trying to maintain a friendship with at least? or are u guys just being weird in choosing the friends u guys want? seriously... im done with all that... so many sms-es and nobody replies... what's up man dudes???

jamie where are you? or even someone in spore, dawn, for that matter... why is it that im online and there's nobody i can talk to? im struggling my way here... im having so much of a hard time here in spore... im coping with so many difficult and shitty small things... that when i tell pple about them they think it's so super small and dumb that i shldnt even care about them... but im sure u guys will understand how it is like... all the small things coming at once...

seriously... why do i have to deal with this whole load of stuff piling up on me... dun u realise that the consequences of my own actions are even heavier for me to bear? dun u realise that im the one who has to live in pain, doubt and fear? dun u realise how thick a mud uve created for me to trudge through?

smile everyday, try everyday... but yet still i know in my heart im failing... and one day im just going to fall apart... break within... lose myself in this whole thing... i dun get it... did i make a wrong decision then? why am i even doubting?

someone... anyone... please help me...

----- final whistle, game over -----

25061987
perfect 21

Currently...

.NUS.
.E-Lang Major.
.Victoria Chorale.
.enjoying my break before year 3 starts

Loves

~ Marcus B
~ DOLPHINS!
~ VJ Choir
~ Victoria Chorale
~ potatoessss
~ KIDS!!! :D
~ my friends
~ singing and music
~ playing the piano
~ watching plays & musicals etc.
~ reading
~ the beach, the waves, the sea breeze
~ the stars, the clouds, the night sky
(im rather easy to please...)

Wants

* to work on speech therapy as a career
* to improve my vocab
* to pick up cantonese
* to pick up malay
* to go on doing theory
* to watch all the musicals in the world
* to learn voice after i finish my licenciate in oral comm
* to improve playin the guitar
* pick up the bass guitar
* to learn drums
* to read as many books as i can

My Shoppin List

$ the new Man U jersey
$ more man u merchandise
$ a new hp
$ the Julia Quinn books that i dun yet have
$ forrest gump OST
$ ABBA gold album

SOV 2007
Josh's Bday Party
Filming Day at VJ
Kayaking
Kite Flying
Steamboat at Bugis
Uncle Philip's Bday
Cus' First Pay Cheque
Penang 2007
CNY 2007
Cus Surprise Bday Party
Genting & KL 07

Rockapella
Les Miserables
SDD 06
Phuket :)
Pre Xmas Season
Night Safari
Night Lights
Heaven Family Over
Xmas Night, BBQ & Countdown
B's Pressies For Me
Xmas Mass
Carolling
Alph & Ambrose Over
Post Xmas BBQ
Kajang Trip
Korean BBQ
SIA Sports Club
Back To VJ

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TPJ Choir Concert, 31st May
Studyin, 1st June
To The Airport, 2nd June
KL Trip
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Family Pics

Kevin's Wedding, 7th Oct
Yeen's Wedding
Grandma's Bday 06
Cock Pics Wif Sam
Xmas 03
Xmas 04
CNY 2004
CNY 2006
San Fan & Yosemite Trip
Wei Wei's Wedding
Adelaide Trip 04
Adelaide Trip 05
Da Jiez Grad Ceremony

Choir Pics

Spore Idol 04
Birthday Party 04
SOV 04
Germany Olympics 04
Random Pics 04
Nostalgia 05
Jamie's Bday 05
Open House 05
Oriental Caroling 05
Sentosa 05
SDD 05
Random Pics 05
Me with peers
Me with juniors
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