FOUND TRUE LOVE

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i hate this feeling of not being able to do anything... of not being able to help... of not being able to make the situation better...

i hate receiving a call only to hear that something bad has happened and im stuck here unable to do anything about it...

i hate the fact that everything is going on there and i know nothing at all...

i hate losing grandma... i want to see her again and again... she's only getting better after the drugs... so why take her away so soon? we only just got the old grandma back... why take her away from us so soon? does it mean because nobody there is willing to take care of her means she has to go so soon? then bring her back here and i will take care of her... i will do all i can to make sure she stays with us happily... i don't want grandma to go... please...

always monsteroo 16:32

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

another ultra busy week... my 93 year old grandma came down from msia and is temporarily staying with us... she's quite troublesome in the sense that she keeps demanding to walk everywhere when she cant walk on her own... argh... and we found out that the maid we've been hiring to take care of her has been drugging my grandma with i-dunno-what drugs to make her drowsy, sleepy and almost dead... so now im really busy investigating the case and settling matters for my wa ma...

and she's quite scary... come 6.30pm she'll change from speaking in hokkien to speaking in cantonese... and she'll start telling me about the ghosts she see... last night it was a child ghost who wasn't happy cuz there wasn't enough food to eat... argh.... and she'll point at some empty space and go "neh... she's there"... wah i tell you... freaky...

yup... that's what ive been damn busy with... alongside all that school has started and lessons and readings have been piling up like nobody's business... sucks manz... i really have to do well this semester... pull up my cap... i dunno how im gonna graduate manz... seriously...

anyway... i gtg... came online to print some notes... gotta go back to watcing wa ma again...

i wonder how ill be like when im old...

always monsteroo 14:50

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Monday, January 14, 2008

my blog has been dead...

haha! basically because ive been busy with a lot of stuff...

planning my timetable... in fact ive been so busy with stuff that i even forgot to bid for my last module... the one and only that i had to bid for... thinking of doing biz law... hope the bidding tomorrow goes okie... haiz... i cant believe i actually forgot to bid... sucks...

oh wells... anyway i just came back from a wedding in msia... me and marcus and my family actually... it's a really close cousin of mine... we did a really damn rush and damn last minute video for her... so last minute that even right at the wedding dinner we were still unsure if the burning of the CD would work out... we actually brought the whole laptop and burner and external hard-disk to the wedding venue... hid in a room and did the last minute thing... even then still unsure if it wld come out successful... finally all went well... and the millions of yumsengs were worth it...

had a fun night in my cousin's house... boozing... suppering... and of cuz watching my dear man u hit newcastle with SIX goals in the 2nd half... amazing? yes... and that everyone... is the team of my life MANCHESTER UNITED... and congratulations to Ronaldo on his first hat trick... im really proud of you... at the most unexpected of games... but truly deserving... pat on the back my handsome friend...

anyway... school's starting tomorrow... and i hope this semester goes well... it has to... or else my honours will just fly down the drain...

i think im tired already... my eyes are hurting... and seems to me im talking rubbish... incoherent crap... i guess ill go off for now...

i shall attempt to post more often...

love u b... alot... thanks for everything...

always monsteroo 02:17

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

in MY definition,

Utter Bliss = having you lie beside me, in dreamland, snoring away

this being my first post of the year, it's dedicated to you. you still light up my life and you still very much are my everything.

always monsteroo 17:04

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