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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

i hate exams... i really do... it's so tiring to be studying for exams... especially with 4 english mods... it's like all of them are almost similar i get so damn confused... i really cant wait for it to end...

but exams ending means less time spent together i assume... more computer time... gettin a com etc... you tell me... what exactly is there to look forward to after my exams? a new computer... that's what? please...

dun give excuses on birthdays etc... the minute it comes it just means the birthday crash... if u cant understand that... then u dun know me well enought... but i know i cant stop you... but i cant bring myself to support you either...

somebody tell me... why is it so hard to be happy for someone when it means making you really sad and really heartbroken? haiz... this stinks...

and my bloody mouse konked out on me... my little orange mouse blasted itself on me... i think it's cuz it dropped and knocked against stuff abit too often maybe? i dunno... but i think i need to go and get a new mouse...

and my lappie is also starting to malfunction... weird stuff happening... random switching on and off... sudden black screens that dun respond to any shit... abrupt popping up of error messages i dun understand... haiz... it always happens liddat... esp when there's no control over the surfing you do...

after my exams ive only got a short 3 week break before i start my internship... yup i am glad i got it... but of cuz taking up my whole june and a daily working affair is smth i cant seem to smile about... esp now when all i want is just a break from exams... manz... internship means shopping for new adult-ish clothes to wear for that whole month... thank god my darling parents are sponsoring me 500bucks for this shopping thing... and im sure every gal will be esctatic over shopping for new clothes with money from parents!!! but not me... i dun quite like shopping... shopping makes me tired... im always looking for a place to sit after the first 45 mins...

so yup... i dun quite know what im looking forward to at the end of exams... i think nothing much...

im a person who kinda hates change... i dun think it's because i cant handle change... im sure if im put into it i can... but i like being comfortable... it's like friends... when u find yr comfortable bunch u just stay there... why bother changing and finding new hang-out buddies?

there's going to be so much change for me and im so not looking forward to it...

and YOU're not helping either...

always monsteroo 14:48

----- final whistle, game over -----