FOUND TRUE LOVE

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

i currently feel like the most irritated person around...

damn damn irritated... and i dunno what to do to make myself feel better...

argh...

always monsteroo 11:08

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

it's been raining the whole night and the whole day... so it's really awesome to be lying in bed like a pig... and how fantastic that i was given that chance by this big horrible bad headache that crept into my head this morning... so i ended up missing school... and now im here... lying in my bed resting...

i just realised how afraid i am to miss calls... like just now when my phone wasnt with me for one minute... and i had a miss call... i freaked out... it belonged to a private number so i called my dad, whose number registers as private, and asked if he called... when he said he din... i freaked out even more... haha! u see... to me, a missed call means a missed opportunity... i know it sounds kinda stupid... but i always feel like after being VP of chorale... my phone has to be with me and answered to 24 hours every day... haha! what if someone wants smth big for chorale and called... and i didnt pick up... den we wld have missed it... haha! yup... some pple just call this OCD... :(

but anyhow, that private number called again 2 minutes later and it turned out to be jude... haha! so yea... u see... it IS chorale-related... i wasnt thinking too much... haha! so he said that he's boarding the plane in 5 mins... and that he will be in obama-land for 1 week... of cuz adding that he has ald instructed his officer to post us the dvd and photos... haha! that was the impt part... i hope it reaches us soon... :)

si ying darling asked me to write a message from the VP for the newsletter... and so i thought about it for awhile and just wrote smth short... but writing it made me really really really miss korea even more... i really miss the way everybody was just together... i miss the meals we had together all the time... i miss how it was just US, VICTORIA CHORALE, and nobody else... i miss how we were happy together... i miss how we sang together... i miss how we laughed and played on the bus... i miss how we ate and drank on the last night... i miss how we looked after each other... i miss how we woke up and slept together... i miss everything... i really miss korea... it's been too long a time since i had a trip with any choir... germany was my last trip... and it was awesome... now korea's my last trip and it is as awesome... haiz... as im writing this i feel this weird feeling in my heart and it's kinda creeping up on my back... im not exaggerating... i dunno if anybody feels the same way i feel about korea and chorale... but i dun care... i just feel this way...

maybe it's the rain and the post headache syndrome... but oh wells... my one week break's ending... it wasnt so much of a break for me... but yup... back to school tmr... it's the 2nd half of the semester... my last semester... and yes... i still have no idea what to do yet... :p

always monsteroo 16:17

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Sunday, March 01, 2009

i decided to ask a question slightly before an afternoon nap...

me: how would you create an entire world on your own? meaning you were God and can re-create the whole human system and planet Earth?
he: everybody will live for 200 years, and at a certain point in time they wld stop growin old... i wld be a king and everybody else would be peasants...
me: then how about me? where would i be if you were the king?
he: you... you be the girl who put the fireworks in your face one lor...

apparently he said he was ald half-dreaming by then... :)

always monsteroo 23:04

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