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Thursday, April 23, 2009

secondary school SYF has finally ended... my biggest congrats to all the choirs... for all those that i watched, i thoroughly enjoyed your performances... really i did... im sure all of you are winners in one way or another... who cares about the award? so what if u din get the award u expected? im pretty darn sure that along the way, along the journey which u travelled with your conductor and friends, you learnt alot and went through something that nobody else ever would understand... i believe in the journey... not the result... and i believe that every journey is worth the walk...

my biggest congrats to Miss Lim!!!! seeing u conducting and talking to you again at SYF really brought back a lot of memories for me... one of the greatest of my life... hearing songs that i sang way back in TKGS really warmed my heart... thank you miss lim for inspiring me in choral music... i am here where i am because of you... i am where i am because i love what you've taught me... and if i were given another chance... i'd certainly want to sing under you again... i really do... and yes... of cuz... CONGRATS on the clean sweep of honours... u did it again!!!! hahaha! yup... and of cuz to all the other conductors... i think everybody did a good job... i really enjoyed all the performances i went for... seeing secondary school kids singing on stage, smiling, moving, performing their steps in perfection... it really was awesome...

i want to start singing again... i want to spread this passion and joy of singing to pple arnd me...

always monsteroo 21:00

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i really dun like studying for exams... it's the most dreadful thing to do...

it's even worse for me this sem cuz i know that after exams it just means i gotta start planning to work... or start planning for my future...

the previous sems at least i could tell myself that once it's over i can just relax until bidding for modules start... or until school next sem starts...

but no... not this time...

i really think im gonna miss studyin... especially my friends... jac... russ... yu heng... des... jeremy... sharon... janice... alina... gim... although he's graduating with me too... i really will miss the whole bunch of you guys... having lunches together... just being in school... and most recently being in the library with jac and sharon... haiz...

i dun wanna graduate yet... but i cant... i have to...

i really hate studying... and i hate not having school to go for anymore... i love my friends in NUS... argh... im gonna miss them so much...

ure probably gonna see me hanging arnd in NUS next sem even though im no longer studying there... ill go back and meet them for lunches and all... i must i must i must...

but in the meantime... i need to study and i hate it... all because i dont want school to end...

always monsteroo 20:45

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

there was a time when i'd see emails from "Nus Career Centre".... or like emails with the heading "For graduating students - job opportunities"... and i'd just delete them without even taking a look at the content...

well... now... i cant do that anymore... i find myself more inclined to opening these emails and really looking thru them seriously....

yup... it's scary but true for me... ive gotta start job-hunting...

and im so not looking forward to it...

i hope some kind post-grad course will just accept me... :)

always monsteroo 00:03

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